30.6.04

PARABÉNS PORTUGAL!!!!!!



Estamos nas finais!!!!!!!

Watching Troy last night...

Again, a good movie but im still waiting for a bigger production, this kind of movies deserve it and i found some fails on this one... Brad Pitt still surprise me on a good way, everytime i watch a new movie he makes i like him more as an actor. to bad everyone sees him as a sex symbol. now... the story its well known, still amazing in my opinion, so go see it! (or buy a pirate dvd like i did )

Troy Poster 01 * Troy Poster 02

wild [odd] theories

- did you ever hear someone shouting "holly cow!!", like in surprise or admiration? why cow? is it descrimination against the fish!? if the cow is holly, then why isnt the fish? racists! they're elevating the cow to a higher place than the fish! both deserve equality!

- lollipop community: im staring here the lollipop community. everyone should be allowed to work, go to school, live free with a lollipop in their mouths. but read carefully: lollipops, not gums! gums are evil! gums are not only bad for your health, as they give you bad theet and an awfull aspect (chewing gum is the worse thing you can do if you want to look cool or sexy, yeek). the rules to be part of the cummunity are very simple:
1 - take a lollipop with you wherever you go! never leave it at home, and bring more on your bags so you can replace it when its over.
2 - dont bite the stick when the lollipop ends, but dont throw it out either. preserving th lollipop sticks gives you two options: you can collect them or you can donate them to another collector (you can exchange them as well).
3 - dont EVER bite your lollipop. you're supposed to lick, suck and play with it in your mouth, the longer it lasts the better!
Following this 3 simple rules, you can try to enter the community, we will send you a secret agent to follow your steps at home, work, school and wherever you go, so he tells us if you're able to enter the community or not. But pay attention: once you get in, there's no way out, its a very restricted community and any traitor will be exterminated! our greates objective is to elevate the lollipop to the children's favourite sweet, and once in the community you will have to participate in the publicity campaigns and we also aprreciate any inniciative you may have. and most imortant: all members must idolatrate the almighty lollipop!

oh and if you're about to ask... yes, im bored lol

28.6.04

Euro 2004: The Colors Of The City

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Birthday Wish

Birthday Wish

I close my eyes and wish hard
Blow the candles, open my heart
I know my wish won't come true
So my best gift would be "i love you"

One more year passed by
One more tear ran dry
Two lifes, one wish
Everything for a kiss

Burning alive, screaming inside
Hurting my pride, killing my mind
It's hard to hold on but I can't go back
It's hard to stand up without taking a step

A wild dream I never gave up on
A wish for your eyes I could see
The years will pass till the days are gone
But this wish i will always keep with me

Im not asking you to make me a princess
Im asking you to give your love to me
To share all your nightmares and dreams
Let the time pass, leave the time, let it be.

Rakel, 27th June 2004

Happy Birthday To...

... me!!

Last night I was a little sad. Today was gona be my birthday, i was going to turn 20... And on 20 years, i was remembering very few moments of happiness, so i took a pen and the first thing that came to my hand (a handkerchief [sp??]) and started to write down this words:

Birthday Wish

I close my eyes and wish hard
Blow the candles, open my heart
I know my wish won't come true
So my best gift would be "i love you"

One more year passed by
One more tear ran dry
Two lifes, one wish
Everything for a kiss

Burning alive, screaming inside
Hurting my pride, killing my mind
It's hard to hold on but I can't go back
It's hard to stand up without taking a step

A wild dream I never gave up on
A wish for your eyes I could see
The years will pass till the days are gone
But this wish i will always keep with me

Im not asking you to make me a princess
Im asking you to give your love to me
To share all your nightmares and dreams
Let the time pass, leave the time, let it be.

BUT the night (morning lol) passed fast, and when i woke up the next day it was my birthday! the big day! what was i gona do? i had really no idea, i just wanted ONE thing more than anything on that moment: to spend it with my sister, Marisa. After lunch I called her and said i was going to pick her up at my gramma's house cause my and my mum would go to Parque das Nações, and its a very nice place to take a walk. so we went there. firt things was to go straight up to the restaurants floor cause it was already 5pm (the bust from where i live took 1.00h to get to my gramma's house, and then one more hour between talks and more bus to go to parque das nações). the only thing i could eat was a sandwish from Pans (i cant believe ive wasted 12.50€ on 3 sandwishes, 3 drinks and ships!!). then we left the shopping into the park, and walked on the river's direction. its sooo peacefull, and at the end of the afternoom its a very fresh place to be (the only bad thing is the smell coming from the river, they should take care of it soon! its not unstandable, but it completelly ruins the ambient). we took a lot of pictures, and then walked into the gardens to take more pictures. on the returning, we walked near the bars, and there was a little shop there, selling jewlry, so i bought her a ring, and one for me, exactly the same, so we have something that conncet us hehe like a wedding ring lol on the way back she was holding me most of the time , shes very sweet! then a little shopping inside the center, i finally got myself the bana and flapi dvd!

my mum said: "Raquel, you're going to become 20, not 12!" but i dont care... it was my favourite tv series when i was a kid, and i deserve to have it on dvd! lol then we caught a taxi that brought us home, i had to leave her at my gramma's again but i promissed im gonna bring her to spend a weekend at my house this summer, when my dad comes to portugal!

now heres some pictures of the place where i spend the afternoon, Parque das Nações:
Pavilhão Atlântico
The Centro Comercial Vasco da Gama viewed from Parque das Nações
Sidewalk near the river
Sidewalk near the river 2
Sidewalk near the river 3
Bridge over the river
Walk over the water
Flags next to the Pavilhão Atlântico
Fountain

A really nice day to remember!

27.6.04

really big quiz!

[Full name] Raquel Alexandra C. P. dos Santos
[Gender] Female
[Nicknames] Rakel, wild angel :p
[Birthday] 27th June 2004
[Hair color] Ligh-brown
[Eye color] Green
[Sign] Cancer
[City you were born] Lisboa
[Siblings] a sister, Marisa
[Live in...] Lisbon
[your site(s)] wild*angel
[Email] secret :p
*****ABOUT YOU*****
[If you could change something about yourself...] my weight lol
[Who named you?] My mum and dad...
[Are you embarassed of talking to strangers?] sometimes...
[If you could change your name, your name would be...] i dont know... Iris is cool
[Are you brave?] no lol
[Tattoos?] not in the next millenium, though i like to see on others
[piercings?] i have two on my left year and one on the left, and i'd like one on my belly but... i need to lose weight first lol
[Make up] Eyeshadow, eyelinner and lipstick
[Do you like the city you live in?] I think so...
[You smoke?] no
[Did you ever smoke?] no
[You drink?] no...
[Did you ever drink?] water :p
[how many shower you take on one day?] ive had 3 lol
[Are you a consumist?] sometimes...
[Do you trust others easily?] no!
[Are you a loyal person?] I try to be
[Do you like to dance?] Yes
[Do you dye your hair?] no
[Do you lie alot?] no...
[Religion?] God
[Do you like high weels?] i do but i cant walk on them lol
[Do you like to travel?] Yes!!
[Did you ever traveled to another country?] Yeah...
[Pets?] a dog
[Do you collect anything?] cds? lol
[Are your bedroom always clean and arranged?] no lol its always a mess
[Do you get angry easily?] sometimes
[Are you a negative person?] yes
[Have you showed up in public?] oh yeah lol
[Do you dream frequently?] every night, usually nightmares
[Are you a dreamer?] yes!
[Do you work?] no...
[What was your first job?] ive never worked
[Do you have any health problem?] chron desiese, and asma but its not active at the moment lol
[Are you vegetarian?] no
[Have you been on a car accident?] no
[Near to death?] i think so...
[Did you ever won anything?] yes... tickets...
[Do you play any instrument?] no, unfortunatly...
[Would you like to play any particular instrument?] guitar
[Have you lost any close realtive?] no
[Did you ever break any bone?] no...
[You have any scar?] on my eyebrow
[What is the first thing you remember of your life?] my dad leaving home
[What would be the job of your dreams?] be a journalist, travel around the world making music reportages
[Whats is the word/expression/phrase you use the most?] son of a b*tch
[Do you know anyone famous? who?] portuguese crappy singers/groups... crappy cause of their music, but they're great people
[Do you use a wallet?] yep
[Did you ever babysit?] yes, my little cousins
[How do you sleep?] on my stomach
[Have you slept in someone else's house?] yes
[Did you sleep on anyone's lap?] yes lol
[Do you cry?] sometimes
[Do you have any pen friend?] They forgot about me :( lol
[If yes, for how long?] it lasted about 3 or 4 years
[Do you have friends worldwide?] yep
[Ever had problems with the police?] no, but i dont drive yet lol
[Ever comited a crime?] stealling hearts is a crime? hehe
[Do you believe in desteny?] partially
[Do you believe in yourself?] yes
[What is on your bedroom walls?] right now the portuguese flag :) posters and paintings
[What is your pc wallpaper?] The Day After Tomorrow
[How many and wish languages do you speak?] portuguese, english, bad french and bad spanish
[Have you been out of the country? where?] Yeah, france and spain
[Did you call 911?] no, 112 :p
[Do you like candies?] yes!!
[Are you an organized person?] ahem lol sometimes
[Did you ever faint?] yes
[Do you use a watch?] yes, usually
[Do you have pictures around your mirror?] no
[Do you read cartoons?] not usually
[Do you like money more than you should?] yes...
[If you die today, will you die happy?] no...
[What did you do last night?] sleep lol
[Have you been on a stage? Doing what?] Yes, on tv shows
[Do you like to swim?] i would like to
*****FUNNY STUFF*****
[Write your name backwards] sotnaS leuqaR
[What is your favourite coin?] 2€ lol
[Who is your worse enemy?] Cookies!!!
[If you were an animal, wich one would you like to be?] a bird
[How many time you stayed awake yesterday?] from 8am till 5am...
[Do you like candles?] the smell is amazing! i have some
[Do you like hot wax?] i like to feel it on my fingers hehe
[Do you like incense?] very much!!! i have one in my bedroom and i love the smell, but it gives me headaches lol
[If you could kill someone without going to jail...] i couldnt do it!
[Who would you like to be right now?] i have no idea, no one i guess...
[What do you want to be done with your body when you die?] eek, i dont want to die :|
[What is your pc desk made of?] wood
[what is the last 4 digits of your mobile phone number?] 1530
[Did you ever lost your luggage?] no
*****DESCRIBE*****
[Yourself in 4 words] shy, quiet, dreamer and fat lol
[your wallet] it was my sister's birthday gift this year :)
[your hair brush] wtf?? lol
[your theet brush] wtf again?? lol
[jewelry you use everyday] a gold braclet
[your pillow] soft and white
[your blankets] pinky
[your glasses] only sun glasses lol
[your panties] lol let me check :p black ones at the moment lol
[your showes] i dont have any right now
[your purse] wich one? lol
[your favourite trousers] oh i dont know...
*****RIGHT NOW*****
[on your mouth] my toungue :p
[on your head] hair
[wishing] i could fly lol
[after] bed
[talking to] no one
[eating] cookies again
[listening] nothing
[using] pijama
[who's nearest to you?] my mum in the other room probably lol or is there someone hidding on my closet?
[hows the weather?] well, i dont know lol its hot
[your hair] messy, like ive just jumped out of bed
*****DO YOU BELIEVE*****
[in love?] yes
[twin souls?] i think so...
[love at first sight?] attraction
[in heaven?] hmm
[in forgiveness?] forgotten but not forgiven lol
[in God?] yes...
[in the Devil?] thats me! lol
[On the Big Bang Theory?] what? buuuum!! *things starting to create themselfs* right, right...
[the closet monster?] lol no, but i feel there's someone hidding there
[in spirits?] no...
[in aliens?] they're coming, be prepared!! lol
[in reincarnation?] i dont...
[If yes, what do you think you were on your last life?] I don't believe in this but ive made one of those tests on the net that said i was a witch and burned on a fire lol
*****WISHES*****
[what would you like others to understand?] that life is too short to waste on small things
[what would you like to understand?] someone i know...
[what would you like to happen tomorrow?] see my sister again!!
[If you could make a wish, what would it be?] *whishes really hard*
*****STUPID QUESTIONS*****
[Have you been on alchoolic coma?] no lol
[skiped school because it was raining?] no, but because of a storm lol
[burned a part of your body for fun?] im not crazy lol
[had an imaginary friend?] no, i talk to myself though lol
[cried watching a movie?] yes
[Got irritated for loosing on a game?] yes, i usually bet, so if i lose we're bad lol
[laughed on someone's face??] sure
*****FAVOURITES*****
[Shampoo] pantene
[toilet-soup] dave
[color] blue
[Cds] many
[tv channel] none
[Perfume] right now tommy girl
[Band] bon jovi :p
[tv show of all times] i dont know...
[Car] mine :)
[music stile] Rock
[Music] theres many...
[Food] Spagetti a la bolognesa :)
[Film] dont know.. last one ive seen, the day after tomorrow, is good
[Day of the last year] anyone when something good happened
[drink] water
[Actor] brad pitt? lolol
[Actress] have no idea
[Book] i dont read much
[writter] Fernando Pessoa, shakespear
[Animal] dog
[Day of the week] saturday
[subjet on school] english, and maths when i had it
[Shop] Parfois
[City] Lisboa
[Country] Portugal lol
[Dream hollidays] somewhere near the beach
[sport] football, badminton
[icecream flavour] hmm strawberry
[month] august = vacations lol
[Holliday] christmas
[Flower] Roses
[Cartoon] dont know
[Hobby] internet
[flavour] sweet :)
[smell] the sea
[phrase] nothing lasts forever and we both know hearts can change -> how romantic lol
[word] wild
[restaurant] i dont have one
*****FRIENDS*****
[which one do you know for the longer time?] Noémia...
[and the one you met recently?] Ana
[whos the most shy?] me lol
[the funniest?] sérgio lol
[most inteligent?] andré
[the prettier?] wuuuu thats unfair to the others!!
[who you ask advices to?] vânia
[have you lied to a friend?] yes
[do you keep a secret form a friend?] many
[you make friends easily?] err no lol
[you think your a good friend?] yes
[where you go out with your friends?] shopping, to the café...
*****THE LAST*****
[you cried?] tonight
[you cut your hair?] some weeks ago
[you were angry?] yesterday
[you've been sarcastic?] tonight lol
[you proposed to someone?] ohh that was a long time back lol
[you held someone] yesterday
[you had an argument with your parents] yesterday with my mum lol
[you watched the sunrise/sunset?] i dont remember about the sunrise, but the sunset... last week :)
[you been to the beach at night?] some years ago...
[you had a meal?] at dinner time
[you felt alone?] right now...
[you chatted with someone online] i do everyday... so tonight
[you went to the bathroom] 5 minutes ago lol
[you said online] goodnight
[you ate/drink?] eat - cookies drink - water
*****FUTURE*****
[Plans?] be famous and rich lol
[you plan to have kids?] i dont plan to, but if they come...
[Name of your first son] ricardo
[Name of your first daughter] iris
*****YOUR STUFF*****
[Did you ever had drugs?] no...
[what was the most idiot thing you've ever done?] to say no when someone asked me if i loved them
*****EITHER/OR*****
[take pictures or be in the picture?] take pictures
[cold or hot?] cold hands on hot skin :p
[sweet or saulty?] sweet
[black or white?] black
[half full or half empty?] half empty, so i can add more to it ;)
[more or less?] always more! :p
[hard or easy?] everything that is harder feels better at the end :)
[violent or quiet?] quiet
[Light or darkness?] light
[fat or thin?] thin please!! :(
[E-mail or letter?] letter is more personal...
[Day or night?] night
[breakfast, lunch or dinner?] dinner
[past, present or future?] future
[Radio or CD] cd
[MTV or VH1] MTV
[a phone call or face to face talk?] face to face
[love or sex] sex with love
[Doing or watching] LOL is this about the question above? lolol
[Mind or body?] make them work in simthony
[Conscient, subconscient or unconscient?] conscient
[hands or feet?] hands
[water or juice?] water
[sea or pool?] seeeeeea
[AIM or ICQ?] msn messenger lol
[sun or rain?] rain down on me
[cat or dog] dog
[big bed or small bed?] biiiiig soft bed :)
[silver or gold?] gold
[slow or dance music?] dance
*****LOVE/SEX*****
[Are you Hetero/Homo/Bi-ssexual?] hetero...
[Are you in love?] yeah
[have you ever been in love?] yes
[if yes, how many times?] i dont know... for real twice
[Are you on a relationship?] ehehe
[have you ever felt sexual atraction for someone your own gender?] lol right...
[do you have a crush on someone now?] yep
[do you love someone now?] wtf? yes!
[would you rather have a crush or be in love?] be in love
[have you ever felt sexually atracted for a friend?] haha yes
[what is the different between being in love and having a crush?] i cant explain.. i guess a crush its something that will go away easilly, and being in love isnt
[love at distance works?] who knows
[are you married or ever been?] no lol
[are you divorced or ever been?] no lol
[have you ever regreted falling in love for someone?] i though that at some point, but i was wrong
[you ever wonted to steal you friends boyfriend/girlfriend?] no
[did you ever had a crush on a teacher?] no lol
[have you ever loved someone so much it made you cry?] yes
[what do you look for on a woman phisically?] you think im a lesbian or what? lol i think the whole package tells us if a waman is pretty or not, but i wont look for anything special i guess..
[do you like women on glasses?] i dont care lol
[whare do you want your honeymoon to be?] on a romantic city
[who do you want to spend the rest of your life with?] with someone that i love and loves me would be good, right?
[did you ever find a cartoon yummy?] yes, dartagnan!!
*****THATS THE END*****
[are you still breathing?] hardly
[what time is it now?] 3.59am
[how many it time did this take you?] i have no idea...

25.6.04

The Day After Tomorrow

went to see it today. it was a good movie, only too unreal for my liking. but special effects are really good. could be more inpressive in my opinion. its not the kind of movie that gets you gripping your hands on the chair, you heart beating faster... theres something failing there. but def. a great movie, and i recommend it!!

Heres a small trailler: The Day After Tomorrow

BUT most important, i went to see it with my sister and with a friedn of mine. it was really good to spend the day with my sister, i only see her a few times for year, shes very sweet, i hope to repeat the experience this sunday hopefully, for my birthday. i walked a hell of a lot though lol from the shopping to my house, we decided not to take the bus and walk our way home. ive done it only once or twice before, but i didnt remember it was such a long way. then when i walked her home i got my birthday presents from her hehe a frame with a picture of her, two perfumes, one pair of earing, and one of those little things you bring your mobile phone on inside of your bad so it doesnt get scratched, that is also a wallet. sweet =) now lets wait for sunday...

Nós acreditámos!!


PARABÉNS PORTUGAL!!!

23.6.04

Eamon :: Fuck it (I Don't Want You Back)

A so nice melody with this kind of lyrics

Eamon :: Fuck it (I Don't Want You Back)

Whoa oh oh
Ooh hooh
No No No

See I dont, know why, I liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, I loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, I wanna let u know that I feel

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you ho, I dont want you back

You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, I heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another hag, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you ho, I dont want you back

Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah...

Ya questioned, did I care
You could ask anyone, I even said
Ya were my great one
Now its, over, but I do admit im sad
It hurt real bad, I cant sweat that, cuz I loved a ho

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you ho, I dont want you back

Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah...

im guessing this will come handy to some people me included if this was referring to guy maybe

22.6.04

Nightwish (the "Nemo" song)

Nightwish :: Once
Ive been listen to the new Nightwish album, Once, and i really like the song Nemo, but there's something about the girls voice i find strange... a bit like the singer from The Darkness i guess. Strange voices. Anyway, i recommend it, and also one of the band's members lol Tuomas... nhami!! :)

Handwritting

Sometimes it doesn help alot for you to get inspiration. on my case, sometimes i just need to feel the words flowing, to watch the rythm of my thoughts coming out to the paper... i know this doesnt make much sense, but it is true. i've handwritten thousand and thousand of pages when i didnt have a pc. this feels so much colder. whatever we writte it seems just simple words, they dont have a meaning, they don't transmit emotions...

21.6.04

poem 03

Title: ...

A All alone I lay down on my bed
B Without the love, the passion
B Without the happiness sensation
A And with so much memories on my head

C The dreams are gone with you
D Nightmares don't scare me anymore
C They're all becoming true
D They're all i've seen before

E The wind take my whisper
C But it never gets to you
C I wish this life i could undo
E Rewind all this pain i keep

D My dreams fall on the black floor
A Like the words i never said
A Like the letters you've never read
D Like all its not worth living for

Rakel, 20 Junho 2004

Parabéns Tugas!!!


PARABÉNS!! aos tugas que hoje venceram à Espanha e assim passaram aos quartos de final do europeu... agora vamos ter esperança! =)

20.6.04

Bana e Flapi DVD + Links

BANA E FLAPI - VOL. 1

"Bannertail: The Story of a Gray Squirrel" ( - m)
Bana, um pequeno esquilo, é adoptado por uma gata, que vive numa quinta. Mas a sua vida feliz não dura muito tempo, pois um terrível fogo destrói a sua casa, e Bana é separado da sua mãe, tendo de fugir para a floresta. É aí que ele conhece Flapi, o Avô Mocho, Cleto e outros animais, e começa uma nova vida cheia de aventuras e peripécias.

COMENTÁRIOS
(Re)viva as divertidas aventuras dos esquilos Bana e Flapi e dos seus amigos da floresta, na famosa série da televisão que fará as delicias de miúdos e graúdos.

EPISÓDIOS
1. Um Gatinho é um Esquilo?
2. Os Amigos da Floresta
3. A Casa de Bana
4. Quem é o Ladrão?
5. Aprender a Planar
6. Todos os Esquilos são Amigos

VIDEO
Standard 1.33:1 [4:3]

AUDIO
Português Dolby Digital 2.0

LEGENDAS

nenhuma

OPÇÕES ESPECIAIS
. Karaoke do Genérico
. Desenhos para Pintar (DVD-ROM)
. Galeria de Imagens

LADOS

1

DISTRIBUIÇÃO
New Age Entertainment
=====================================
Ive find some more stuff about my favourite squirrel, Banner!

here's some sites with pictures and some info in dutch:
Banner site 1
Banner site 2

17.6.04

Just a thought

Bryan Adams :: Heaven (live)

Oh thinking about our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free
Now nothing can take you away from me
We been down that road before
But that's over now, you keep me coming back for more

Baby you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in Heaven

And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in Heaven

Oh once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Bring you up when you're feeling down
Yeah nothing can change what you mean to me
There's alot that I could say but just hold me now
Cause our love will light the way

And baby you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in Heaven

And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in Heaven

I've been waiting for so long
For something to arrive
For love to come along

Now our dreams are coming true
Through the good times and the bad
I'll be standing there by you

And baby you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in Heaven

And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in Heaven

You're all that I want...
You're all that I need...

15.6.04

Things that annoy me about blogs

Yeah i've been through a lot of blog, i like to serch for funny stuff to steal to put on mine lol but there's a few little things that i can't stand when i open a window... lets start from the beggining:
the templates: its all a matter of taste, but does a template have to occupy an entire page, and the reader has to scrool down to start reading the actual blog? i think its pointless, and boring too. another thing is the colour: why does people have to have a template with gay colours that make your eyes hurt? i don't get it...
the contents: well anyone is free to do whatever they want with their blogs, but it kinda annoys me people that only use them to post the one hundred an god-knows-how-many pictures they've taken with their digi-cams with their school buddies or on their summer hollidays. in my opinions there's other places where you can upload your photos, like online photoalbuns... anyone ever heard about them!?... then there's the pointless posts everyone does like "i don't really have something to tell but... hi there! lots of kisses!" OH GOD PLEASE! there's got to be something to post other than this! now images: its ok to post an image from time to time, but not one 1000 x 1000 pxls please! it screws the f*cking screen up! oh and the patty blogs!! damn you should kill them all!! if you dont know what a "patty" is, it's someone who thinks they're better than anyone else, in this case usually girls that think they're veeery fashion and everything they have/wear/think is in pink. they post annoying animated gifs with a million flashing words based on the "im the best and f*ck the rest" ideal. i mean its ok to have one or two because you like that sentence or associate yourself to it in some way, i have some myself, but post a different one everyday??!! oh and then there's the nicknames... "**Ðø¢ïñhø**", "[-=|Å£ßË®T =- ]" and so on... do you understand a single thing of that?? i dont! the gothic-wanna-be blog! oh dear! where do i start?! mainly annoying girls pretending to be dark-angels or whatever they call herselfs and then have britney spears on their favourite singers list. blogs with a million test posts that look like this: askjedflaksg. do you have to thest the same thing a million times?? don't your blog have an edit button?? another thing: the annoying "leave a message" animate gifs every 5 posts. if you dont post good stuff what are we supposed to comment about?? im not criticizing the asking for comments, im actually thinking about making myself one, but not post it all the time!! put it on the template or something!
while writting this post ive been through at least 30 blogs and foun all this errors. oh! and btw, blogger.com.br sucks =)

Listening to: The Coors :: Only When I Sleep (acoustic)

Anastacia again!

damn i can't stop listen to her album!! latelly ive been addicted to this two songs:

"Welcome To My Truth"

Sentimental days
In a misty clouded haze
Of a memory that now feels untrue
I used to feel disguised
Now I leave the mask behind
Painting pictures that aren't so blue
The pages I've turned are the lessons I've learned

[Chorus:]
Somebody bring up the lights I want you to see
(Don't You Feel Sorry For Me)
My life turned around
But I'm still living my dreams
(Yes it's true I've been)
I've been through it all
Hit about a million walls
Welcome to my truth.. I still love
Welcome to my truth.. I still love

Tangled in a web
With a pain hard to forget
That was a time that I've now put to rest
Oh, the pages I've turned are the lessons I've learned

[Chorus]

Sentimental days
In a mist of clouded haze
Of a memory that now feels untrue

[Chorus]


"Rearview"

Ohhh.. Ohh..

I use to tell myself that you would wait
I borrowed time for two and I twisted fate
I left us floating in the air for wind to hold on to
It let me down it let you go

I drive around like everything's okay
And I feel the lightening in our own mistakes
And I was gonna tell you
I wish all our wrongs could be right
I'm too late
I looked in my rearview
And now I don't see you

Sometimes the things you want are hard to take
Sometimes the ones you love are risks you don't make, yeah
The dust has settled into nothingness
And I yearn for yesterday
Just look around
I'm still the same

I drive around like everything's okay
Like everything's okay
And I feel the lightening in our own mistakes
And I was gonna tell you
I wish all our wrongs could be right
I'm too late
I looked in my rearview
And now I don't see you

So many things that we didn't say
So many reasons the world's not the same
Oh, it's not the same

I drive around like nothing's here has changed
But I know the sky has one more cloud to break
And I was gonna tell you
I wish all our wrongs could be right
I'm too late
I looked in my rearview
And now I don't see you

I said I
I drive and everything has changed
Ohh..
And I feel the lightening it's in my own mistakes
And I was gonna tell you
I wish all our wrongs could be right
I'm too late
I looked in my rearview
And now I don't see you

I used to tell myself
That you
Would wait

Beautiful!! its addictive! i would like to listen to these songs live, and on a softer way... would be great!
heres some pix from my sexy lady!!: Anastacia in Maxim

14.6.04

Crazy weekend

im back. yup it was a bit crazy. weird i would say. i got some strange reaction from people i was not expecting it from, but well... the singer was shit on the first day, second was as always, even worse, but it was fun afterall... till sunday night. but its over now, let's see what happens next. can't wait for summer vacations now, it got me damn curious!!

the picture doesnt have any special meaning btw. i just found it, liked it, and here it is.

10.6.04

Away...

Down time. I'm going to be off for the weekend so no post on this blog either. Going to my gramma's small village to the anual party. i hope it doesnt bring back old memories... i'm really not in the mood. will writte any updates when i come back. see ya all!

9.6.04

Luis Royo

Luis Royo is the author of one of my favourite images: caress(if you can't see the picture copy and past the link)
Short biography:
Luis Royo was born in 1954 in Olalla, Teruel (Spain). He studied technical delineation, painting, decoration and interior design in the Industrial Mastery School and the Applied Arts School in Zaragoza.
For more info the official web site: Luis Royo
Also to see more of his work: Luis Royo Galerie -> very good quality of the pictures!
The banner on the main page of this blog is made by me but the picture is his work also! :-)

From the space

Portugal viewed from the space

8.6.04

Driving school exam

What a journey, i didn't have driving claases yet, only theorical, and my exam is coming, im not sure when its gonna be yet, but soon... and im getting nervous! Damn, or im going dumb or that stuff is hard!! Maybe someday i will realize its just stress making me not understand things but... im just sooo nervous, i need to calm down or i will fail!

Listening to: Nicleback :: Feelin' Way Too Damn Good -> great song!! Can't stop listening!

Bon Jovi :: Samsung webcast

ah well, after 1.30h of boring speaches guess what? the sound that in the beggining wasnt all that great got even worse, and the "show" itself was not as good. i think jon was more interested in playing sexy with the microphone then singing properly... here's the songs:

- Heros (ouch, this one was really awful! he was talking, not singing!)
- It's My Life TLFR (It was ok...)
- Here Comes the song (Not bad...)
- Livin' On a Prayer TLFR (Now THIS was class!! really good imo!)
- Wanted Dead Or Alive (ok... except the poor quality of the band showed even more here)

Prayer really saved it, otherwise it wouldnt be worth waiting 1.30 hours... Anyway, it's my johnny hehe man, if someone gets to 42 years old looking that good tell me, i wanna marry him now! lol he's looking really nice

Note pad

Some crap i need to writte down:
===========
"I've gave up everything for you
And then your answer was no
Cross my heart i would die too
If you said you love me so"
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CHAU: You are so freaking hot!!
===========
"Presença de Anita"
Ne me quites pas
il faut d'oublier
de desoblier
je te parlerait
de ses amants la
ne regler les jeunes
===========
Sean Maguire nice guy!!!
===========
Funpic cool link

7.6.04

Talk portuguese!!

Translator
Do like this: open the browser, set the language to "portuguese" and the voice to "Amalia", on the text field copy and past one of this phrases:
- Olá! Sou a Raquel! Beijinhos para todos! :: Hi! I'm Raquel! Kisses to all!
- Tenho 19 anos :: I'm 19 years old
- Sou de Portugal :: Im from Portugal
- Praser em conhecê-lo! :: Nice to meet you!
- Que horas são? :: What time is it?
- De onde és? :: Where are you from?
and i could add a lot more... you can do the same with your language if it's available =)

Dreams

Did you ever dream about someone you don't see for a long time? I did tonight, with two old school mates i've never seen anyomore, don't have their contact, but i miss them... one was Wesley, my black boy hehe i know he doesnt mind, we called him black all the time! I still remember the times when he used to teach everyone to dance african rythms and it was well fun, he wouldnt let me go untill i learn haha. the other one i dreamed of was Vânia, a girl that had class with me only for a few years in the begining, we were not very close friends but i liked her, she was cool =) i usually don't dream of people i don't see for that long, but i liked it, made me remember old school days, really nice!

Britney Spears... playback!

My sorrow to the ones that spent 53€ to go to Rock in Rio on 5th June and got only 1 song live! the rest was playback, so i heard! ah well, ive heard also she was complaining our country was not good enough for her, so she wouldnt stay long... i think it would be bether if she didnt come at all! we wouldnt loose much. As for the other concerts, im going to see metallica and evanescence sometime soon (a friend of mine taped it)... poor kids thought... i know some people saved money for this for ages only because their children biggest dreams was seeing britney, and then they get this. the kids might not realize, they get well excite just for seeing her, but i bet its a terrible feeling for the parents...

Sad thoughts

4am is the right time to writte down sad feeling we may have, and i have a lot of them. Life, love, nothing seems to go well... why? 'cause i simply seem to like it, 'cause i can't/dont want to change this f*cking life im having, full of dreams that arent much more than that: dreams, that probably never going to come true! when am i gonna stop? when am i gonna open may eyes? maybe the day there's nothing much left to live i realize what ive lost, but for now i can't change, and i dont want to loose what i have... whatever, im not supposed to be happy anyway. i only hurt people i love, i never do anything that makes people really happy, if i try i only f*ck up things so i better be quiet on my corner. i always think thing can't get any worse but im always wrong. sometimes i just lay down on my bed thinking, thinking and thinking and i can remember so well the good memories cause they are so few! it may seems so dramatic but it isnt, its real! maybe its not as bad as i paint it, but its the way i feel it, i think the way i feel things make everything hurt me, thats why i get hurt so easily... its hard to explain, i can't even understand myself.

Digital memories

poix é, as máquinas fotográficas digitais têm os seus contras. um deles é que provavelmente a maior parte das pessoas não manda imprimir as fotos para papel fotográfico, e apenas as armazena no seu computador ou em albuns online. eu até gosto, mas... é algo diferente do que ter fotos a sério não é? que podemos mostrar a toda a gente, levarmos para onde quisermos...

Mark Anthony :: Love Won't Get Any Better -> the rithm i love! haha

nothing turns out the way we wanted it in the first place!

5.6.04

Slowly

Thats how everything should go - slowly! The happiness would be enjoyed better, the tears would be well remembered, so people wouldn't fail so much. But life itself is fast! When you're about to die you realise that not much time passed since you were born. Time only goes forward.

4.6.04

poem 02

Title: ...

A Lonelyness is a quiet company
B We talk about the lost hapiness in silence
C There's no need for words, only tears

A There's no light cause my eyes cannot see
B There's no joy without your presence
C Since you're gone the days turned into years

D Time is a silent torture
E No angel can save me cause it won't go back
E I close my eyes and all the color fade to black
D My heart can't see but darkness in the future

Rakel, 3rd June 2004

kiss...

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A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous.
Ingrid Bergman

Carinho

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Haverá coisa mais linda do que ver um homem emocionado e expectante pelo nascimento do seu filho? E quando ele nasce, o carinho e amor que consegue demonstrar por ele num simples beijo?

A Miss Portugal 2004



Marina Rodrigues
Esta "menina" madeirense de 18 anos, 63kg e 1.75m, podia muito bem ter concorrido a miss convencida porque é a "qualidade" que mais ressalta na sua pessoa. Sonho de Mulher? Nem por isso! Sinceramente depois de tanta polémica com o júri o público podia ter feito melhor escolha. Não digo que a rapariga não seja bonita, gostos não se discutem (na minha opinião tem mais aspecto de quem já fez não-sei-quantas plásticas) mas de atitude! Pensa-se melhor que todas! Vamos ver como vai representar o nosso país, espero que consiga cultivar um pouco a sua cultura geral até à eleição da miss mundo para que Portugal não fique ainda com uma reputação pior que a que já tem!

Our bodies



You're the only one who can leave me completely breathless even when theres nothing but silence between us.
It's like I can lay beside you and we not say a single word and still I have the best time.

2.6.04

Shopping time!

here's the things i look out to when i go out shopping:
First thing has to be cloth acessories! i can't live without rings, necklaces, earings... i'm addicted!
Bags!! Talking about addictions... i have a nice collection to put it in a nice way.
CD's and DVD's. well i don't have too many, but i like to take a look, buy the one's i'm interested in most...
Perfume! I smell any perfume that gets on my way! lol
Makeup. I like eyeshadow, eyeliner, rimel and lipstick hehe
T-Shirts... in any shape/color/size... i love them! specially original ones :-)
Pens, books, dossiers... yup :-)

1.6.04

Morangos...

LOL já recebi isto à séculos, mas tá mesmo muita fixe! vale a pena ler!!

Flagelo português...Morangos com açucar

Venho neste mail falar-vos desse flagelo que nos tem atacado
desde o fim do verão. Já estão a ver qual é? Eu ajudo:
"Morangos com Acúçar".
Ora bem...se aquilo pretende ser um retrato fiel da juventude e
sociedade portuguesa, eu devo viver numa dimensão
alternativa!!!
Bom...vejamos:
A FAMÍLIA
A história começa quando quatro filhos, o mais velho com uns 20
anos, perdem os pais. Agora eu pergunto :
Que raio de pais seriam aqueles, para os filhos nem sequer
falarem deles em nenhum episódio ?
Além disso, seria mais fácil tornarem-se todos em: 1 irmão mais
velho que se está a cagar para os irmãos, uma irmã mais velha
com tendencias suicidas e ideais satânicos, um mini-delinquente
armado em puto-estúpido e uma miuda de 7 anos
maníaco-depressiva!
Na verdade na série eles são: O irmão mais velho
ultra-responsável e paternal, a irmã mais velha ainda mais
responsavel e maternal, que está sempre(mas sempre) a rir (se
calhar tá com a moca),o irmão atinado e estudioso e a pita de 7
anos (e sem pais) completamente feliz!
A JUVENTUDE
Outra situação...MAS QUE DIÁLOGOS IDIOTAS SÃO AQUELES ???
Acham realmente que certas situações se passam assim ?
Ora vejamos :
Série:
Olha, vi-te ontem à noite. Estavas com uma bebedeira :( ,
procedeste mal. Achas bem o que fizeste ?
Vida real :
EEEEH PUTO! Tavas com uma moca ontem à noite!!!! Vai lá vai!
Comé que é? Esta noite vamos mamar umas jolas outra vez ou q ?
E pergunto eu de novo:
Mas naquela escola só andam os 30/35% de jovens que não fumam ?
E ninguém fuma charros por ali ?
Mais ainda :
Qual é o jovem que se preze, que aos 17/18/19 anos ande sempre
com a barba impecavelmente feita ? Serão todos paneleiros ?
A ESCOLA
Meu Deus! Que prodígio! Uma escola sempre arrumada, sem papeis
pelo chão, riscos na parede, pastilhas elásticas debaixo das
mesas, casais a mandar quecas na casa de banho, grupos de
mânfios à porrada e contínuas mal-humoradas! Aquilo mais parece
um bloco operatório do que uma escola...
Além disso, quando toca para entrar...
Série :
Olhem, já tocou! Vamos para as aulas ? (E lá vão eles, quais
sete anões a caminho da mina...)
Vida real:
A:Pá...tá a tocar...
B:Yah...
A:Fds...a profe já lá deve tar...puta que a pariu!
C:Quero mais é que ela morra... Vou comer um bolo ao bar e já lá vou.
A e B: Yah yah, bora lá.
Será que os alunos gostam tanto desses professores que não
conseguem chegar 5 minutos atrasados ? Não podem passar um
minuto sem eles ??? Será que são professores pedófilos e eles
gostam?
OS PROFESSORES
Mas que raio de escola é esta onde os professores se comem uns
aos outros e professoras comem alunos ????? Ora bem...toda a
gente sabe que os professores são quase todos assexuados (ou
pelo menos parece).
Aliás,penso que a maior parte deles só tem filhos para poder
gritar também Com eles e assim ser uma besta completa 24h por dia.
Há mais! Que raio de professora é que deixa um colégio no
Estoril para ir dar aulas para Castelo Branco ?????? Está tudo
a tentar vir-se embora de lá e ela faz o contrário ? Será que
bateu com os cornos na parede e tem a noção de Litoral/Interior
trocada ?
Que dom terão esses professores para nas aulas deles não haver
NINGUÉM a falar, não há indisciplina, não se manda ninguém para
a rua ?
Volto a perguntar, serão pedófilos e o pessoal tem medo de
falar?
E ninguém chumba ? (Será o prémio por ficar caladinho ?)
Além do mais...porque raio é que ninguém manda bocas acerca cu
das professoras de Ed. Física e Desporto ?
OUTRAS SITUAÇÕES
Recentemente houve uma situação em que entraram num bar, onde
estava a menina atinadinha e um amigo e partiram aquilo tudo.
MAS QUE RAIO DE MANDIÊS (mânfios, para os leigos) ERAM AQUELES?
Esta cena tem certas incongruências com a vida real :
a) Os mânfios eram TODOS brancos. (Estão bem a ver o irrealismo disto!)
b) Que raio de assaltantes eram aqueles ? Partem mesas e
cadeiras e não vão à máquina das imperiais ???? Serão ladrões
abstémios ??? "Olá, eu sou o beto mãozinhas, assaltei 32
velhinhas, mas não toco no alcool há 6 meses"
c) E não violaram a rapariga ?
d) A piéce de résistence: Então os gajos partem aquela merda
toda, E NÃO VÃO À CAIXA REGISTADORA ??? (isto é altamente
irrealista, volto a lembrar que eram todos brancos)
Que raio de casal de namorados é que aos 18 anos decide casar ?
Assim que a gaja (e geralmente são elas) mencionasse essa
palavra ao namorado com essa idade, no mínimo dos mínimos a
resposta seria :
Rapaz: FODASSE! MAS TU ESTÁS DOIDA ? TOMASTE OS COMPRIMIDOS
AMARELOS EM VEZ DA PILULA ? ESTÁ TUDO ACABADO!
Rapariga: Mas..! Mas...! Eu amo-te!
Rapaz: PORRA, deixaste os miolos em casa ou quê?!? Ala que se
faz tarde!
Na cena seguinte naturalmente surgiria o Rapaz numa cena de
sexo escaldante com a melhor amiga da agora ex-namorada, que
geralmente é uma valente kenga.
E por último :
Que raio de bairros de lata são aqueles onde,
surpreendentemente,também não há papeis no chão e quando as
pessoas perdem telémoveis vêm um grupo de simpáticos mandiês
entrega-lo cordialmente ?
Isto é tudo muito estranho! Devo viver num mundo alternativo!