holliday sh!t

stuff that i came out with this summer:

Empty
A little bit of everything
nothing for full
no essence
a soul filled with garbage
trying to be better than myself
trying to be as good as others
i never proved to myself
what i was trying to prove to you
never realised you didnt need a prove
you didnt need anyone else
you needed the 'me' i was pretending not to be
never understood why you had to run
i know now you were afraid
this social monster will die alone
regretting his mistakes... too late.
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If these walls could talk
i wanted them to tell you about me
about us
about our shadows in the dark
about our echoes in the night
if only they could talk about my screams
about my tears when you left...
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the fresh smell of the summer when i open the window
your arms surrounding me to watch the sunrise
the bed is still warm
our aching bodies support each other
i feel your sweet lips on my skin
i have your sweet words in my mind
can i hear them again?
"i love you, princess"

well thats it, and enough sh!t...