hollidays interruption

yup, it happened again. last year by this time i was in France. i actually think i never talked about it on this blog. i was having a health problem for over 2 years and my aunt took me with her to France cause she thought there were more chances of the doctors find out what my problem was. the first week was fine, i had to make a medical exam but they've put me to sleep so i didnt feel anything, and with that they still didnt find anything on me, any desiese, i was healthy. on that weekend i started to feel the unberable pain on my tummy again. i thought it would pass like the other times but it didn't. but i didn't want to go to the hospital so i stayed about 5 days in bed. i was so sick that i remember one of those night happened something that today i remember as one of the better memories i have, and i couldn't even react. i didn't have strenghts to move my arms, it was the only thing i needed to do. anyway, later on that week my uncle and my aunt finally took me to the hospital, on an emergency and they made me alot of exams, including a very simple one that was the only thing they needed to find out that i have chron desiese! two years and the only thing i needed was that exam! its time like those that im prod of being portuguese. anyway, i got back to Portugal the day after, directly to another doctor that started to control my medication and that i still go to every month or every two months. but all that happened in september, when i should be enjoying the hollidays. almost the same thing happened this year. first im gonna talk about the good news. on the first week in Pombal everything was great, i went to the beach 3 days, learned to play tenis, went out alot with my cousins, saw my familly again, everything good! expect some details about my childhood "friends" that are now ignoring me, some of them, but that will change soon cause i won't give up. they'll have to find a good explanation i hope. so this sunday i was with my cousin at my house, and we were on the back yard and lit up a candle with a f*cking cane on the inside. everyone says that burning canes gives thootaches but i never believed it. i only know that both me and my cousin could not sleep that night in so much pain! well hes a healthy guy, has healthy thoot and the pain was over in the morning, but with me was a tiny little bit different. i have a bad thoot that is going to come out soon! and it didnt stop hurting on the 3 following days! i thought "great, i'll find a dentist and everything will be back to normal" now who the hell said i could find a dentist on that end of the world?? there was alot of them, but i have an infection and i dont want to die on a dentist chair thank you! me, my mum and my gramma caught a train and here we are in Lisbon again. only for the night i guess. the dentist could not take the thoot out cause its infected, but he will as soon as im back from my hollidays. that is either this sunday OR the next one, we might stay another week, im not sure yet. i miss everything here, but i would also like to spend more time there... for some reasons... well lets see, i just hope the medication will take my pain away and i can enjoy the rest of my hollidays. to my "net-friends": see you soon guys ;-)