10.11.05

another doctor visit

I'm going to talk abit about my visit to the doctor today, I guess I need to let it all out. I'm not sure if I loved it yet... He's an homeopathic (if you have no idea go here). That alone scared me abit, I guess the idea of "alternative" medicine isn't very well accepted yet, at least here. But everyone says he is great and honestly, I'm up for anything, I just want to feel healthier. Anything but spiritual/spells shit anyway. I was proposed that already as well but I said no, I'm really not into that kind of stuff. Ok, so we went and tried. The doctor was a very nice guy to start with. He only analized my eyes, and from that he told me everything: (apart from having chron desiese wich i had already told him) that I cannot sleep properly, that I constantly dream, that I have alot of nightmares sometimes, that I'm a very patient and aparantly calm person, but also very persistent and demanding with myself, that I don't like to fail, that I worry about others more than with myself, that when I'm in bed my right foot is warmer so I hang it out of bed (lol but true), that i have scists (sp??) my left ovary, that my body produces alot of air (ahem *rolls eyes*), that i have bronchitis and renitis (if thats spelt wrong go and complain the online translator), that my hands are numb when i wake up or stay too much time in the same position, that my blood pressure is always low, that walking is a torture for me cause i feel heavy and it makes me exhausted... everything he said was right, and i didnt open my mouth to say a word other than to agree with him, and he was saying all those things just from looking into my eyes with a magnifying glass. I kinda knew it was possible cause i've heard of a book that talks about that, i even wanted to get it but its like everything i say id like to do, then i never really do anything (and he said that about me as well, that i make a thousand plans but never really do much. and when people think what i did is remarkable, they have no idea how much is going through my head). So, after that i showed him some exams i had done previously and he read them and said its exactly what he was expecting blah blah blah. now making it short cause im taking alot of time here. he gave me some medicins to take, natural stuff (on the site i mentioned above they talk about the substances they use as well). ow and he recommended me 2 books and said if im quiet and have many ideas/thoughs i should write alot. at the end i was wondering if he was more a psychologist than an homeopathic... but anyway, i'll probably start taking that medicine tomorrow, my mum is afraid that it wont be good for me or makes me feel worse... she never liked the idea of that doctor anyway.. ok, thats the longest ive written for a while lol enough now.

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