What am I supposed to do...

...with my life? I can't believe (and no-one would) that I don't have my driving licence yet! And its not my fault! I have one, max. two lessons a week cause the school doesnt have time for more! Guess whos loosing practic!? I had 15 classes since September, is this normal?? NO!! At this speed I'll have it on 2006!! argh suckers!
Well halloween was shitty... spend the saturday night at the hospital, sunday was cool, there was a party and all... too bad some people are not 'allowed' to talk to me. Anyway, that place brings me back old memories, thats the only reason why I don't like to go there. That and because I realise 'some things never change'! I'll never have a normal happy life.
Back home - the same old dramas. Actually, the ones who most worry me. I feel completelly desperate now. I don't know what to do. I pray to God night after night, he doesn't hear me. I'm not even asking anything for me, I just want to see the ones I love well... is that asking for too much? Maybe it is for a God who lets innocents die... there goes my faith down the sink.
On the net, I'm always being creative, got a new site (forum), update my other ones regularly, but my real life doesnt seem to get anything new. What have I done to deserve this?
Bon Jovi :: As I dream about movies they won't make of me when I'm dead...