21.11.05

random thoughts

1. hypocrites - hate them, hate them, hate them!! urgh!
2. i have still alot of xmas gifts to buy but i don't want to, i hate to go shopping and then come home and still be miserable, i hate going out and have a nice time and coming back and see its all so ephemeral and meaningless, at the end of the day i am still the same lonely sad bitch.
3. i have homework to do... that i should have done for over a month but i can't be bothered cause i hate philosophy.. should hand it in tomorrow. i'll try my best. maybe i'll end it after this post.
4. i wanna go see the big xmas tree!! and take some pictures =)
5. will i want to know in the future what i used to think in the past (now)? will i even remeber what i think now? do all of the memories fade away with time!? maybe nothing but time is invencible (ow, how poetic!)
6. its been raining and thundering abit. (ok, no i don't think memories fade away, at least not easily..)
7. its nearly 5am, what am i still doing online?.. will i ever get to sleep tonight?.. why is it so hard for me to get to sleep? i wish i had a turn on and off button so i could sleep peacefully at least once.
8. do i really have to do that philosophy shit!? what do i care if they thought knowledge is acquired from past lifes or that death is a transition.. urgh
9. ..and the geography test - omfg!!!!! save me!
10. gotta go now or i wont stop writting.. gonna handwrite my homework.. it has to be fucking handwritten!! *rollseyes*

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