sleepless night

tired. of everything, of the pain. the phisical and the psycological. of the night. of the day. of the night. of studying. of living. of people. of being who i am. shy. anti-social. fearful. i fear being wrong. suffering even more. even being happy. and making other suffer. it hurts. it burns. it tortures. the memories. the moments. the past. not letting go. the fear of the future. of what i cannot erase. of what i cannot fix. of live that doesnt stop and it's stealing me what i don't have. i love you.

* LAST.FM
it's a very interesting site that you should visit and join if you like music as much as i do.

**I can't help it, for as much as i want to! have you noticed the numbers of sites listed under my name on the right!? dear god! i need to stop!!